im going out of rv{ / 10/04/2006 06:34:00 PM

NOTE: THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO THOSE FROM 2D ONWARDS. IF YOU ARE FROM 2A-C, PLS DO NOT READ AND LEAVE IMMEDIATELY. THANK YOU.

ok fine. im pretty demoralised now. i shall blog now. can't stand it anymore! yeps

MUGGING does not ensure you good results. I mugged for weaks and what 7-8 hours per day for this exam. &it has all gone to waste. Either God is fooling with me, or the trs are. B'cos the trs haf no brains. I mean come on. the science paper. I had like 7-8 MCQ wrong alr!? And for physics i totally flunked the lens and ray drawing. Ok fine. I cried aft section A. Too upset alr. Then ying cried aft sect B. WTH la. RV wants me to fail rite. Ya all the 2A-C ppl say it was easy!? my foot lar :/

Today was even worst. The maths paper. No calculators &in one hour, must finish 13 qns. WTH can. I got a whole hell lot of qns blank. And I do not how to do them. Cried again. I mean, I'm gonna fail maths badly. Paper 2 not so bad, but i got the income tax 8marks gone la :/ i think im too stoopid alr. So fine RV, if you think i'm weak, kick me out. I don't deserve to be here. I'm a noob. Look at ppl like gy. She like no reaction lor. &my heart is sinking now. I destroyed my sc companion and maths tb. NO KIDDING. Seriously, I should consider droppping maths &science next year.

AND 2 more papers &i'll cry even more ;

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

im going out of rv{ / 10/04/2006 06:34:00 PM

NOTE: THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO THOSE FROM 2D ONWARDS. IF YOU ARE FROM 2A-C, PLS DO NOT READ AND LEAVE IMMEDIATELY. THANK YOU.

ok fine. im pretty demoralised now. i shall blog now. can't stand it anymore! yeps

MUGGING does not ensure you good results. I mugged for weaks and what 7-8 hours per day for this exam. &it has all gone to waste. Either God is fooling with me, or the trs are. B'cos the trs haf no brains. I mean come on. the science paper. I had like 7-8 MCQ wrong alr!? And for physics i totally flunked the lens and ray drawing. Ok fine. I cried aft section A. Too upset alr. Then ying cried aft sect B. WTH la. RV wants me to fail rite. Ya all the 2A-C ppl say it was easy!? my foot lar :/

Today was even worst. The maths paper. No calculators &in one hour, must finish 13 qns. WTH can. I got a whole hell lot of qns blank. And I do not how to do them. Cried again. I mean, I'm gonna fail maths badly. Paper 2 not so bad, but i got the income tax 8marks gone la :/ i think im too stoopid alr. So fine RV, if you think i'm weak, kick me out. I don't deserve to be here. I'm a noob. Look at ppl like gy. She like no reaction lor. &my heart is sinking now. I destroyed my sc companion and maths tb. NO KIDDING. Seriously, I should consider droppping maths &science next year.

AND 2 more papers &i'll cry even more ;