Back after short hiatus >< / 11/03/2006 08:21:00 AM

Ok I'm back :DD after 2 days of not blogging. Seriously today I will have at least 2 posts, or even 3 posts. Wahahahaha :]

These 2 days have been really random. Choir rocks la seriously, but as what my gang ppl say, don't you feel a sense of guilt doing this to him? Even my librarian partner says so. Maybe I had been to harsh on him? But it's really hard to get him in shape. Seriously. He and elijah are like so damn close. &as his buddy, I did not really put in like my heart and soul and whatsoever. Maybe tt's why guokai was fed up with me and even the crying and the fued that happened afterwards. Maybe for once, he was right. Maybe he wanted to learn at some time, but I was too biased.

I had come to the above conclusion when I was training on my own for 26 laps and when he was f*ing pissed off. Seriously do I even deserve to be called a buddy to him if I fail my task to even coach him?

My throat and lips hurt >< Hope it can recover by tuesday!

&I can't go comm meeting on tues ): We would have a lovely<33 tea session with Ms Ek, as Sinyee said. About economics. &this year of potato thingy is really ROFL~ing me but sinyee and jaslin appear to be ever so serious with such candidtrivial issues. ><

Sians. Praque and thimun crash >< Hope tan and ong settle it out for me. Feel so worn out and tired.

Blog again l8. When sis comes back from Japan(:

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Back after short hiatus >< / 11/03/2006 08:21:00 AM

Ok I'm back :DD after 2 days of not blogging. Seriously today I will have at least 2 posts, or even 3 posts. Wahahahaha :]

These 2 days have been really random. Choir rocks la seriously, but as what my gang ppl say, don't you feel a sense of guilt doing this to him? Even my librarian partner says so. Maybe I had been to harsh on him? But it's really hard to get him in shape. Seriously. He and elijah are like so damn close. &as his buddy, I did not really put in like my heart and soul and whatsoever. Maybe tt's why guokai was fed up with me and even the crying and the fued that happened afterwards. Maybe for once, he was right. Maybe he wanted to learn at some time, but I was too biased.

I had come to the above conclusion when I was training on my own for 26 laps and when he was f*ing pissed off. Seriously do I even deserve to be called a buddy to him if I fail my task to even coach him?

My throat and lips hurt >< Hope it can recover by tuesday!

&I can't go comm meeting on tues ): We would have a lovely<33 tea session with Ms Ek, as Sinyee said. About economics. &this year of potato thingy is really ROFL~ing me but sinyee and jaslin appear to be ever so serious with such candidtrivial issues. ><

Sians. Praque and thimun crash >< Hope tan and ong settle it out for me. Feel so worn out and tired.

Blog again l8. When sis comes back from Japan(: