f*kingly pissed ._. / 1/31/2007 04:37:00 PM

I can't believe that for a period of time, I could be your best friend. Or so you claimed, I supposed. I was so gullible for the past 2 years! I shall not be fooled anymore.

How could you cheat a girl of your feelings? I bet A must be feeling very upset now. B confessed everything you told her to me already. I am shocked by the content. What are you doing? And you even like C and D. Then you said that you only liked B before in your entire lifetime. You told her that you were dedicated to the relationship. You told her that we should not belive that he is a flirt. You told her you are willing to spend your life with her?! Nice one man. All nice sweet words coming out of your foul mouth. Stupid bastard. She feels guilty that you and A broke up. A is so upset now, have you ever spared a thought for her? HAVE YOU? OR ARE YOU A HEARTLESS CREATURE WHICH HAS NO FEELINGS AND WHAT YOU FEEL IS FLIRTING?

Many people are pissed with you already. I'm not going to stand by you, for you have ap-ed me and I have fall out with you. You even backstabbed one of my best friends. You don't trust your own best friends. No one in the guys from 2I likes you now. It's your own retribution for what you have done. Yet you have no feelings at all? F* u la.

We are all pissed with you. Can you wake up to reality? You think that flirting will make girls happy. Answer is NONONO. A BIG FAT NO. Wake up to your ideas man. Get a life. You are making people, both guys and girls, feel miserable. I feel like tearing up and deleting all my photos I took before with you. I want to forget you, for you to get out of my life. Why won't you understand? Stop hurting us! I'm trying to forget you. Yet you want to inflict more pain on me. Do you know how much burden I have to undertake? How much stress that I'm facing? NO YOU DON'T! No one understands how I'm feeling now except for 2I people and the only 3E person who understands is E. He has been a victim of this bastardly attack from you. He's upset as well. So stop manipulating us. We will not be fooled by you.

My heart feels worn out and shattered. Nobody can understand how I seriously feel. Nobody cares and understands. Stop mainpulating us, won't you, and get a life!

SYF auditions and the stress in 3E isn't helping me to cope either. I feel so tired, I need a break from this world! AHHHH =x

I feel like breaking down into tears now. If only it were a self-releasing method. How good it would be.

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

f*kingly pissed ._. / 1/31/2007 04:37:00 PM

I can't believe that for a period of time, I could be your best friend. Or so you claimed, I supposed. I was so gullible for the past 2 years! I shall not be fooled anymore.

How could you cheat a girl of your feelings? I bet A must be feeling very upset now. B confessed everything you told her to me already. I am shocked by the content. What are you doing? And you even like C and D. Then you said that you only liked B before in your entire lifetime. You told her that you were dedicated to the relationship. You told her that we should not belive that he is a flirt. You told her you are willing to spend your life with her?! Nice one man. All nice sweet words coming out of your foul mouth. Stupid bastard. She feels guilty that you and A broke up. A is so upset now, have you ever spared a thought for her? HAVE YOU? OR ARE YOU A HEARTLESS CREATURE WHICH HAS NO FEELINGS AND WHAT YOU FEEL IS FLIRTING?

Many people are pissed with you already. I'm not going to stand by you, for you have ap-ed me and I have fall out with you. You even backstabbed one of my best friends. You don't trust your own best friends. No one in the guys from 2I likes you now. It's your own retribution for what you have done. Yet you have no feelings at all? F* u la.

We are all pissed with you. Can you wake up to reality? You think that flirting will make girls happy. Answer is NONONO. A BIG FAT NO. Wake up to your ideas man. Get a life. You are making people, both guys and girls, feel miserable. I feel like tearing up and deleting all my photos I took before with you. I want to forget you, for you to get out of my life. Why won't you understand? Stop hurting us! I'm trying to forget you. Yet you want to inflict more pain on me. Do you know how much burden I have to undertake? How much stress that I'm facing? NO YOU DON'T! No one understands how I'm feeling now except for 2I people and the only 3E person who understands is E. He has been a victim of this bastardly attack from you. He's upset as well. So stop manipulating us. We will not be fooled by you.

My heart feels worn out and shattered. Nobody can understand how I seriously feel. Nobody cares and understands. Stop mainpulating us, won't you, and get a life!

SYF auditions and the stress in 3E isn't helping me to cope either. I feel so tired, I need a break from this world! AHHHH =x

I feel like breaking down into tears now. If only it were a self-releasing method. How good it would be.